Everything in this world is a result of two forces. Nothing new there. But everything? Even the process of birth… a process of push and pull. To point a few others - light & the absence of it (dark), harmony & chaos, desire and the absence of it. Then is it really a surprise that somedays you feel in love with the world, life and yourself, and somedays you just want to unexist… not just you, you want the entire world and yourself to unexist.
So how does intellect and the mind react to it? The mundane cycle of creation and destruction? It tries, to hide in the feelings that are a result of this friction. It creates illusions of a mystery around its environ and then sets about trying to decode or demystify it.
But what does one do when instead of staying in the microcosm the mind wanders out to take the macro view of things? Its not being fixated about death…it has just detached itself from the magic of life…much like a person in a cinema hall who in the most intense moments of the storyline, realizes its just a 2D screen projection and some light playing on a canvas.
Ain’t that sad!
So how does intellect and the mind react to it? The mundane cycle of creation and destruction? It tries, to hide in the feelings that are a result of this friction. It creates illusions of a mystery around its environ and then sets about trying to decode or demystify it.
But what does one do when instead of staying in the microcosm the mind wanders out to take the macro view of things? Its not being fixated about death…it has just detached itself from the magic of life…much like a person in a cinema hall who in the most intense moments of the storyline, realizes its just a 2D screen projection and some light playing on a canvas.
Ain’t that sad!
Can’t be of much help myself, since I am encountering the same pattern in life. Just chill for now, enjoy humor in stupidity, you will find something interesting enough soon.