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Jaded

I hate routine. Anything which repeats and I start to feel like I’m compelled to do it is routine for me. I’ve been blue off and on the past few days and I didn’t understand why even the blues were visiting me almost as a routine.

Today I did.

It’s not only my external life that has settled to a predictable pattern … but also my internal life. The freedom, which was ever present in my life either overt or covert, has disappeared and I have no one but myself to blame for the loss of my mind’s freedom. Gone are the days when my mind would wander…invincible. Flit from one thought to another following no pattern whatsoever. Now I have discovered I’m J..J.jaded (like the aerosmith number) .. no new thoughts no new flights of fancy...

So I guess what I’m trying to say is….HELP!!

2 Responses to “Jaded”

  1. # Blogger Rohan D'souza

    hmm... i already posted on this one... what happened to my message...

    but anyways child just chill. things will change.  

  2. # Blogger phreakv6

    who doesnt have a reeking routine ? there is nothing you can do about not being a clockwork orange.this is what happens when a machine realizes its a machine.so whats the best solution ? simple.forget u r a machine.
    simple matter of changing the way a few synapses in ur brain interact with ur grey cells.see, i told u its simple.all this philosophy is only a intelligent way of being unhappy.so cut the crap and put on your tin foil hat like everyone else.and dont forget my consultation fee.  

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